Trying, but its not going all that great.

I just went out for a walk. I sort of knew I wouldn’t be able to get that far judging by my recent poor health and lack of exersize.

I’m starting to feel like I’m not meant to feel normal and be able to test myself physically like I used to be able to do on an almost constant basis.
You know those people who say they miss their youth (spose thats everyone). I feel like that but I’m still there. At least I have that going for me. But what I really resent is smokers who destroy their lungs being able to walk with a confident fast stride, while I just plod along at comparitively snails pace.

Just gotta keep plugging away I guess.